hold up hold up hold up

Amar Shah · hold up hold up hold up

little bitch said

I thrive on conflict I
tell you what
I thrive on
sunlight, air, water
daily wanks and
Pringles
sunlight, walks, dog cuddles
dreaming of tomorrow
when I
will
be
gone
(sorry you can't come, good girl)

no more tiptoes
through every
outsized shit
no more guessing
why the fuck you
can't be honest
today there's no more reading,
cuz this one's a mute

I thrive on
sunlight, open plans
daily walks
minimal space
raw diets, sexy laughter
and shibari
livin big lives
generous eye contact
from one who loves me
try and guess
try and guess
make me promise not to tell
so you can guess guess guess
big surprise it's
just selfish little
petty little
anxious little
lazy little paycheck daddy
useless little liar me

oh! dja hear that?
oooh dja hear that,
ima so's yo
path now, go on
go on, so's yo
mama let's make up, let's
make it all up
to you, not one art
just all your bad inventions
half-baked recipes
for meat, three sides
all starches, sugar!
free flowin coke
zero kisses ten years
tell your (facebook) friends! shame
twitter stalking scoobies shame
trumpdate: shame upon a nation, shame
shame this conscientious,
fearful sociopath
every year just a little more nerve
every week attending fervent lie!
his cost lie! thera-pie
good doc! trainin up my lies
it's just my sup-ply
if not for you, how—dare—I
want my healing just for me?

keep calm!
thrive!
on!
sunlight, open air, still darkness
every phase of fleshy bouncing moon
every swagger on a nasty-minded shawty
money in the bank
spank! for
nightly yanks
and
four ina morning
three sides long-
hand all the
fuckin feels out
every fuckin day
no questions, no excuses
the pages never write themselves
dogs aint never walk themselves
away, I'm leavin you bitch!
(sorry pup
know you'll miss me but I
have to go) I'm
leavin that

little bitch on read